As the introduction to this month’s sermon makes reference, I am again battling cancer. Beginning in September last year when tumors in my liver were identified I have endured numerous hospitalizations, a major surgery, radiation, chemo, and scans without number. In consultation with my doctors I have decided that more treatment only offers more misery rather than a cure. So I am discontinuing all further treatments and I have entered an excellent hospice service that will give me the support I need to stay at home and keep me as comfortable as possible for as long as God chooses to give me.
I have not given up on life. I have given up on chemo, radiation, and the limits of medical science. I am choosing quality of life over length.
Many friends and family from around the world have shared in this journey with us and I thank you from the bottom of my heart. It has become impossible to keep up with regular updates to everyone so this bridge is being created for those who want to continue to follow my journey and to pray. I, or others on my behalf will post a weekly update or more often if there are more dramatic changes. Currently I am at home and intending to stay here; not in pain, but very weak.
As I told the church in Abu Dhabi when I began my first cancer journey, “When you can’t see God’s hand, look for His fingerprints.” God’s fingerprints have been everywhere and all around us. I sense His love in every breath.